Violent Man Prayer IV
For many day’s I’ve lived along side the wolf. After fighting the packs I had been bested, and along with the torment and suffering I was blinded. Not being able to see what was around me, ahead of me, or even behind me. Past, Present, and Future had become intertwined; with all the chaos I had forgotten.
Slowly and yet too quickly I became transformed. I can never again be a wolf for I was reborn as a sheepdog of protection and as a being pledged to guardianship. Rabid and manged stocking all those I was sworn to take care of. Still fighting wolves and now hunting as they do. It is always the hardest in paradise… Drifting silently and slowly I’ve followed the faint sent of hazed memories. Stumbling and trudging in pain I’ve found my way. Many surround me and embrace the beast which stands before them, knowing only and extent of what I’ve done, and what I’ve become. Yet they all love.
Being in the wolves jaws for so long has caused me to be led to his ways. But now I can see, and now I know. The deceit and trickery of the wolf can never overcome the strength and might of the blessed sheep dog. Though I have done the most wrong, I am still one of the most blessed. The darkened shadows flee in fear of my rediscovered Holy Light which guilds me and gives me more strength than I could ever contain. With vision anew I see more than ever, to have lived with the suffering and done nothing has given me a new fire. I can see the sheep, and I can see the wolves. Never again will so much will be neglected while it lays in my sight. By failing to save the sheep from the wolves jaws gives me only new inspiration.
I see the harmed sheep around me, and the wolves that taunt and torture them. So much is to be done. I know what I had done to make me so rabid. It is solitude, without the Shepard the sheepdog can fight for only so long. The sheepdogs work is to fight the wolf so that the barbaric creature flees from the precious flock. Only the Shepard can truely beat the wolf, and only the Shepard can give his faithfull dogs strength to fight. With the Shepard by my side I will fight the wolves, and I will free the sheep.
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